Not good

Well here I am, having a blog in English too, I hope I will manage to update it as I have another one too. I'm not totally satisfied with the lay-out yet but I'll get there, I promise.Last night was good but I've been so stupid doubting her feelings, I offended her although I didn't mean to, she said it was alright but I haven't heard from her since last night and if I try to call, her mobile is switched off, which is not good.What else can I possibly say? I don't know, my mind is stuck there, with the thoughts going to last night and how she could feel, and how I feel so bad for what I did, and how I feel so stupid and insecure and fragile sometimes.Not doing much these days, not going clubbing at all.