Titanic

Last night was quite funny actually, I really had a great time. We went to the same place, the kinda sanctuary upon the sea but the mosquitos didn't leave us in peace for a second, guys give me a break, so we went and stayed in the car, we started fighting, in a jokey kind of way, you know, bites, tickling and so on, the windows of the car were all steamed up and it seemed we were doing something else, but anyways, a car came next to ours and I don't wanna think about what they thought we were doing, anyway they left in less than a second when they saw the car in that condition, the girlfriend and I started laughing, nearly pissed myself aye! It reminded me of the scene in Titanic ya know innit?

Event

Friday night was cool, we went to that sanctuary upon the sea, there's a wonderful landscape to watch, although Friday was rather windy, but it was a hot wind which is kinda annoying. Took her home, kissed her good night, properly finally.Last night we went to the beer party in a village next to mine, was packed, never seen so many people there in my life, was fun, I was in good company. I got home at 2, so not my thing, when I'm in London, the earliest is 3.30-4 am.I'm soon flying to Canada, looking forward to it.

Ave Caesar!

Went to Rome to see my relatives, do some burocratic stuff at the Canadian Embassy and see Sigur Ròs live at the Auditorium.Not possible describing what I felt, they are amazing, those sounds so full of eternity and still melancholic made the audience enjoy the night, in a setting, offered by the great venue, that was spectacular. At the end to say thanks the audience gave the band a 7-8 minutes standing ovation which made them come back on stage to clap and bend.Thanks guys.

There's no peace

I'm sick of this, I'm sick of you, don't try to claim to be the victims of racist actions, you can just fuck off.Last night did the casting for the Italian Big Bro, quite funny actually.Going to Rome in a couple of hours for three days not happy, I had to go only on Monday for Sigur Ros' gig, but my mum as we have family there insisted that she was coming and that we had to go on Saturday to spend a bit of time with them, aw so nice, so hypocritical.I'll miss you and I love you with all my heart.

Quebec City I'm coming

I'm so excited, I've been accepted so I'm going to Canada for 3 weeks, on a hand I'm happy but on the other I feel like something is gonna be wrong, I mean I never get to see her and I go away, I'm such a rubbish girlfriend. I'm sorry.I heard about the attacks I hope you're all ok.KEEP SAFE!

Not good

Well here I am, having a blog in English too, I hope I will manage to update it as I have another one too. I'm not totally satisfied with the lay-out yet but I'll get there, I promise.Last night was good but I've been so stupid doubting her feelings, I offended her although I didn't mean to, she said it was alright but I haven't heard from her since last night and if I try to call, her mobile is switched off, which is not good.What else can I possibly say? I don't know, my mind is stuck there, with the thoughts going to last night and how she could feel, and how I feel so bad for what I did, and how I feel so stupid and insecure and fragile sometimes.Not doing much these days, not going clubbing at all.